Aaron is good. He has mad skills; I can’t blame her for liking him. And it’s not even that, Aaron is fine. Even I can say this guy does not have issues getting it. Not only because of the tons of girls he brings home every week. Well, you two are separated. Maybe he just doesn’t feel like talking to his ex about possible struggles,” I remind her. Just that this reminder reminds me of something: Aaron has just as much of a shitty day as I do. However, my father coaching us doesn’t mean he will go easy on me. In fact, I think I will be the one he will go the hardest on. He always has been hard on me. Don’t just stand there. Come over here,” Eira says to me. She is so energetic, I can barely wrap my head around it. But I suppose Colin did warn me about it. I consider it for a second. But Colin most definitely looked inside. He even asked me about what I was writing before, no way he didn’t look into it when he got the chance to. Which means, if he comes, Aaron will find out.

Fine. You would only write in your unalive journey 101, stupid name by the way, and cry to some sleazy rom-com.” I do hope I get to go down on Aaron again. Jesus, I miss him so much, Lils.” I cringe at her statement. But she is my best friend, so I guess I have to listen to her boys-talk.His family means everything to him, and he would sacrifice his happiness to keep the people he loves.

I’m unsure of how this is even possible. Does mentally conveying a message require a special bound with the other person? If so, I certainly don’t have this with my mother. How come Aaron never mentioned you before?” he asks, changing the topic. Another topic I would gladly stop talking about altogether. Not just with him, with anyone. Aaron and my relationship it nobody’s business. So I start to write again. And after that I start another entry. And another. And another. Until it’s time for the second letter. Two weeks. God dammit. This girl is giving herself two more weeks to live. I hope she’s joking. But to hell with that. It’s a really bad joke.Mamá!” Eira does a little excited dance. “This is Lily, Colin’s girlfriend” Just when I think this couldn’t get any worse with the fake-dating scenario, it does.